My worst day is your best day. When I say I’m fine, I’m really lying. What’s it really like to live with SLE. I hate it. Actually I’ve been fighting a fever for two weeks, a pesty headache, throwing up my food, mad at medications, confused about what next and grieved that my normal is nowhere near your normal…..whatever that means…. In all this I realize one thing, I could not begin to do what I do daily without God, Dave and JD. When I say Lupus stinks, I mean it wholeheartedly. I just broke fever yet once again. All this just to be home with my family…. Finally I’m being honest… at least to myself— He already knows. He always knows.