Lupus is a huge monster, one I’m not afraid to battle, but I can’t battle Lupus and the constant reaffirming of my credibility to those I am supervised by. It’s time for me to go. With a broken heart I resign and I will continue my journey through God alone, support from my closest friends and my husband who reaffirms just how credible I am daily. This happened to me all during my worst battle with Lupus and the other diseases that have settled along my organs.
The illness: on December 14, 2012
My complications lead to inflammation caused by fluid build up around my organs causing me to black out or lose cognition momentarily. When they removed my tumor, they also removed the blood supply that had developed with the tumor. My heart is therefore impacted and often struggles. My body is just having a difficult time adjusting and recovering. This year has been emotionally difficult for me and for my family. Lots of bed rest and limited tasks is where I stand for a while. I have good days, I have bad days. I will be going through a few more medical procedures and adjustments.
My heart journey:
I am learning how to manage a new way of life for me. I am able! God strengthens me every day and reminds me that He is preparing for me, to narrow in on the vision that He has for me. I await this new journey and I ask that you pray for me and for my ministry. This week I have said goodbye to many things that are so meaningful and special to me. Please pray for us as we move forward in His name. We love you all dearly and look forward to continuing to share our life with yours.
I am fully able! …..December 14, 2012